We'll make this brief, because it hurts too much.
During the first year of mm10, somewhere in the middle of the last decade, everything seemed to come so easily. At least it feels like that right now. We'd meet on friday nights to drink wine, listen to music and picture ourselves far off, somewhere on the outskirts on the big map Heath had on his wall. The songs we made during those nights weren't really supposed to ever leave the hard drive, but somehow they did, and somehow they took us to almost all the places on that big map we had dreamt about. We got to play records at the Rough Trade store in London, we went to the Red Square, we woke up on Iceland during a volcanic eruption, we drank beer at the cliffs of the Niagara, we spent a night in a freezing staircase in Warzaw (otherwise a fantastic weekend), we saw dolphins in the waters of LA, we got a smile from Larry David as he passed us on a street in Paris, watching us trying to open a bottle of wine, we played records for 4 hours under a blistering July sun in New York, we spent a day in the most beautiful spa in Budapest, we've heard our nervous voices on radio and TV, we've played records after two sold out Saint Etienne shows (but to be honest, only a handful stayed behind to see us), we've written a song together with our idol Clare Grogan (although we did managed to botch it) and we got sampled by Lil B. But it's the little moments that has been the most dear to our hearts, like the days and nights in Brackenbury Village that we spent in our manager's back yard with his wonderful wife and sons, who made us feel like part of the family, or being drunk on airplanes, just the two of us, and all the people we've been fortunate enough to get to know, if only for a night.
And we have probably produced 7 albums since bbpue's; a UK Garage record, a house record, an r "n' b record... but we've never been able to finish anything, nothing was ever good enough. We have tried so hard, and we truly gave it all we had. And now we have decided to stop trying, even though it breaks our hearts. But for all the reasons mentioned above, and for a thousand more, we don't regret a thing.
We all officially quit music.
Goodbye for now. Who knows, maybe we'll see you again in another shape. After all, we're people that never stop dreaming.
- Nick, Heath, and Lucius
